6th entry
1 August 2012
0936pm


Couldn`t put it into words so I let my tears explain everything.It`s hard to pretend that everything is okay when it is not at all.It`s even harder to pretend that I don`t care when I actually think about it all the time.I didn`t socialize and I was being fake and still am.I`m not being myself.I do enjoy my learning session and I know this is also part of my learning session.Facing the challanges alone.I need them to support me,to hold me when I fall,to motivate me like they use to do.Its just I dont know how to ask to them.I miss our big memories :)

When you asked me whether I`m okay or not,I did say that I ws okay.Yeah,okay okay like just okay.Not awesome anymore.Thank you for helping me to go trough all of these messy stuff.Thank you for giving me your time.Thank you for listening to my every sighs and bables.Thank you for everything :)

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